so i ' m a worry-wart

did you guys knew that? (i very much appreciate the fact that you two are guys and so i can say "you guys" and not have to say "you all" by the way. so, thank you. :) ) and if you did knew that, why didn't ya'll tell me? i mean, i feel that this is definitely something i am entitled to know without having to find out on my own. (yes, i am fully aware that i am being unreasonable). my mum recently ranted to me about my sister, and i cannot help but worry about her finances now. (funny how the drama in my life is coming from my sister and family). why am i being so silly? she's a full decade older than me. she has to know more, has to be more responsible, no? why am i so worried? she's my big sister - and i mean big - pregnant and all that not to mention TEN YEARS my senior. why is she letting this guy delude her so? am i blaming this guy too much? the irresponsible, pathetic, idiot? i know she's to blame as well, but i feel like blaming it all mostly on his ass! i don't want to believe this, but are you really the company you keep? my sister used to save money, eat less salt, was less thoughtless and inconsiderate, but now she's all of those things that, yes, its full well within her character, but i cannot help but see it as mainly an affect he has on her. i'm rambling, and thinking, and typing at the same time but my typing does not catch up with my worrying or thinking. right, so back to the original story. i was worried about my sister's finances. apparently, she's been paying for everything monthly - the car, the motorcycle, the couch, everything! and we both know that the interest was probably ridiculous. she makes at least forty k a year, she should not be having to pay monthly for all these things she's using. i think its the same deal for the computer in which her husband doesn't even need! i mean honestly! my family doesn't have a working computer from home and my brother works with computers! why does he have a ps3 and a wii when he can't pay off anything!? i swear, the path he takes my sister down. not only that, my sister is diabetic and pregnant. DIABETIC! PREGNANT! WTH! and now, he's leading her down this ... this salty road full of SALT. okay not to bash you lovely mikey but seriously - SALT IS BAD FOR YOU! and being uncaring and thoughtless towards your family is also bad! its just bad! very very very bad! BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD! my sister better be okay otherwise that ass is gonna get massacred. fuckin' bullshitin' grr! ... the end O:)